Afraid
I was afraid Afraid that things would change if i let all my guard down That he might change the way he treats me Ways that made me fall with him in the first place But, i had a lot of great memories with him He gave me happiness and all And slowly, i was tearing my walls down Because he wasn't like that at all He was patient, and he waited But you know, at some point I began to notice slight changes At first, I didn't want to let it slip But I thought, he's been letting all my stupidity slip So i let some of his too, not stupidity, just things I didnt want to let go at first And i thought too, that if you really love someone, you love all of them You must understand that they arent perfect and they will get mad too And that they wont always handle your mood swings well From the start, my mood swings werent handled well It always ends up hurting both of us So i tried not to I love him, i really do But i get hurt by the smallest thing