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time to fucking get back on my feet. my cheeky loud self has been on break for a week. AINT NOBODY GOT TIME FOR THIS. TAKING IT SLOW BUTTTT AT LEAST ONE THING HAS CHANGED... PERSPECTIVE. I JUST NEED TO BE POSITIVE. IM NOT FORCING MYSELF TO BE OKAY BECAUSE THAT WILL ONLY MAKE ME SUFFER MORE. WHAT ILL DO IS GO BACK TO BEING POSITIVE. THAT GIRL WHO ALWAYS SAY.. WHEN U CANT FIND THE SUNSHINE, BE THE SUNSHINE. SO FUCK THIS SHIT. THIS IS NOT ME. KAHIT NASASAKTAN AKO.. BABANGON AKO.. ALTHOUGH SHIT HAPPENS.. THATS JUST LIFE. ITS BEEN A ROUGH WEEK.. I MISSED THAT GIRL.. WHO REALLY LIKES SUNSHINES AND WANTS HER HAPPINESS TO RADIATE. ILL BE THAT GIRL AGAIN. I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY, EVENTHO IM HURTING, THINGS TAKE TIME.. HEALING TAKES TIME. BUT HABANG WALA YON.. ILL JUST CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY. KAHIT NASASAKTAN AKO, I KNOW THIS WILL END. I JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE IN MY SELF AND BE THANKFUL. SO... HEY. IM ANGEL.. I LIKE SUNSHINES. AND IM HERE AGAIN. ALTHOUGH IM GOING THROUGH A TOUGH TIME. IM STILL THANKFUL.. I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY, TO BE CONTENTED. KAHIT NASASAKTAN AKO, LILIPAS DIN TO😊

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