Adventures & Stuff

Blurred. A word to describe the situation right now. I dont know what is happening. Im hearing things that i never thought i would hear. Seeing things that i never thought i would see. And saying things i never thought id say. But most of all, i never thought it would be like this.  Here's what's bothering me. Bakit ako lang? Ako may kasalanan ng lahat? Ako nga lang ba? Sige ako na. I said sorry to people because i know and i accept my mistakes. I forgive people to free myself. Pero bakit parang it doesnt make a difference on them? Bakit ako lang? Ako lang yung masama? Ako nga lang ba? Nasasaktan ako. Life is unfair i know. But... bakit ganon? Una palang di ko na maintindihan pero pinalagpas ko. Ngayon kahit di ko maintindihan, tinanggap ko pa rin. Dahil alam kong wala akong magagawa. Kailangan kong tanggapin. And masaya nako. Kasi alam kong kung ito yung magpapasaya sa tao na yon. Go lang. I was happy for everyone. I talked to all of them. To fix things or you could call it...

A lot of people might've already said this before and I'm saying it again. When you fall down, learn to rest, not to quit. When you feel like everything else is falling apart, rest, take all your time to heal or to find your happiness. Do not let yourself stay on that 'depressed zone' of yours. Healing takes time and you don't have to force it. So, take it slow and when you find what you're looking for, stand up again. It's all your choice.

FEBRUARY 23, 2017.. This date has got to be one of the best days I've had in my life. Because we just went to Skyranch Pampanga! Also because it was one of my bestfriends' 18th. So the day started okay. Of all the fucking days, that day was the day of our qualifying exams. How lucky are we right? Lol. We had a little surprise for my friend at school. Some balloons and shit. We brought so many stuff at school because we said that after the exams, we'll change our clothes and go straight to skyranch. So at 1pm we got to the bus terminal, we experienced traffic, of course, where in this world can you a find a city that doesn't have traffic. HAHAHA. We got there around 4pm. I was like a mad bunny. I was jumping up and down and kept pointing at stuffs that i see there. I'm pretty sure i looked like a 10-year-old girl who just had her first present. I was fucking happy. The word excited isn't even enough to explain what i was feeling that moment. It was a dr...

Wouldn't it be nice if someone wrote a poem about you, about the things you do, and all the good in you.

SO, i just lost my phone last tuesday. Real sad. My phone was really important to me, but typical oblivious me, lost it. So here's how it happened. Last tuesday was the opening of our university's intrams or the so called university meet by the students. I am a member of the student council on our department. We were busy taking care of our players. Preparing food for them, giving them support and etc. We had a parade and after that we went straight to our school's grandstand for the program. Then we went to our department where we really got busy.  It was during lunch, all the other members of the council were eating and i was already done with that. I went to the comfort room and on my way there i was calling my friends, i was gonna ask them where they was. I haven't seen them that day. So after the call, i was in one of the cubicles of the cr and i decided to put my phone on top of it. I was scared that i might drop it on the toilet so i just put it...

I live in the province & i only get to visit Makati or Manila several times. On that day,  we woke up early to get ready for the 3hr trip but we had bad luck and got into the traffic. Lol. It was around 12noon when we got there. First thing we did was go to the hospital for my 87 yr old grandma and 1yr old nephew's check up. By the way my nephew is a really really really cute boy. The photo below was just a sign of a certain room at the hospital, although it was for cancer patients, i thought of a different and deeper meaning, "Pain Management" yes i think im gonna need that service. Lol Then after the check up we went to the mall! I saw meg imperial at the parking lot. She just passed infront of me. She was so pretty, she was wearing a denim short and white off shoulder top. She wasnt that tall but she had really clear skin. wow. the things id do to have that. Of course i took random pictures. Lol I went inside Mac...

This is one of my fav gifs. I think the boy's move is pretty clever but sweet as shit. Like he's not afraid to show that she likes the girl. By the way, this is from the movie "girl next door"